So I've been thinking a lot recently. About what? FINE question. But yes, I have been thinking lots of thoughts. And I'm not sure how to put them down.
"That's your problem. You don't want to be in love. You want to be in love in a movie."
- Becky (Sleepless in Seattle)
Why is that one person always taken (or something)? It's stupid. It's all too complicated.
As one of my friends said --
"Why can't it just be: Girl: 'Hey, I like you,' Boy: 'I like you too, want to hold hands and be a happy couple who goes on dates on Friday nights?' Girl: 'Yes.'"
(I agree)
Bwa.
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I feel like ranting. But I don't know what to rant about.
Hmm.
Hallelujah! My "OMG" (as we called them last year. Ridiculous, I know. But it stuck) popped up in my facebook chat! WAHH.
[Just so you know, an OMG is a person that you think is cute, have a crush on, like, ect. Yes.]
LWaggoner, one of my followers, and close friends (who should make a blog) is writng every day, in a journal AND every few days on the computer.
YES, LITA. WRITE A BLOG.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OUyUvq3dsKc
Hehe. I love this look. It is a perfect "mom look."
Hmph. I'm being ignored. That is not fun.
Just a question: how did I end up with blonde hair and brown eyes? That is so weird! People with bonde hair are supposed to have blue eyes.
Like her: http://media.entertainment.sky.com/image/unscaled/2007/3/21/Blue-Eyed-Celebs-1514620.jpg
Or her: http://img2.timeinc.net/instyle/images/2008/dbf/041408_bell_400x400.jpg
I mean really. These girls are perfect. WHAT DO THEY EXPECT FROM US?
I am not these stars. I am that girl you see at school, with frizzy hair and a good serving of zits. I'm that girl you don't really notice. But you don't need to, because she's also that girl who prefers to watch from afar (and be painfully obvious) if she likes you. So you just look at her and keep walking. No big deal.
On the topic, I am going to type up something I wrote in my journal. I shall share it with you, oh ye lucky people who care about my blog:
"What if I shouldn't be here? What if I shouldn't be anywhere? Then why would I be? Is there a fault I'm missing? One that I don't see? Is THAT what's wrong with me? Is there anything wrong with me? Or am I mental? Why the hell AM I here? Why am I anywhere? Do I have a purpose? Am I teaching someone something? Am I showing someone what or what not to be? Or am I here because I'm here, no reason?"
I have no idea where that came from. But I think it is interesting.
Okay, so those of you, my kind, lovable followers, need to tell your friends about this blog. 'Cause I feel silly writing to 3 people. Help me.
I'm going to go now.
-Jessica
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Nora Ephron wrote "Sleepless in Seattle," if I recall correctly.
ReplyDeleteDid I say this? It sounds vaguely like something I would say, but I don't remember.
Ew. Don't crush on him, please. Yuck. He's really desperate. I think he's trying to prove something.
I should write a blog. But I'm not sure I could keep it up. More reasons why I'm unsure about blogs on that note on Facebook.
The fact that you have brown eyes and blonde hair makes you much more original than those other people. Plus, you can request "Brown-Eyed Girl" whenever you like and it actually mean something to you. GREEN EYES? I've got that droning Coldplay song, and that's about it.
THOUGHT: Have you seen very many celebrities in person? You probably haven't. Most likely the majority of the celebrities you've seen have been on TV/the Internet/in magazines. What if celebrity beauty is not real? What if it's all Photoshop? You don't have spray tan or clothing designers or makeup artists or convenient camera angles. You are a LIVE beauty.
Does that make sense? I hope so.
And by the way, you are not unnoticed at school. You're so freakin' loud that you prevent that from happening. (I love you!)
I'll spread the word, Boss!
Love ya!